I’m a sucker for love.

You needn’t ask. Can’t you see it right through my eyes?

Yes, I’m a sucker. I’m a sucker for love: I’m a sucker for you.

I’m still so deeply in love with you. It’s been 8 months.

I’m still so deeply in love with you. There is not a single day I don’t think about you.

I’m still so deeply in love with you. Team huddles at work, meetings with partners, lunch break, when I’m writing a report, when I close my eyes while I have my hair washed, when I paint my nails, in traffic, before I fall asleep, right at the moment when I wake up, when I’m at the movies, when I hangout with my friends, when I was on vacation, when I pray, when every time I picture you in my mind, I see…, I see the face of the man I fell in love with,

I see the face of the man I happily decided to spend the rest of my life with,

I see the face of the man whose I only see,

I see the face of the man I truly cared for,

I see the face of the man who cried telling me about his mother for the first time,

I see the face of the man who was in pain for he had a knee surgery,

I see the face of the man I imagined what our babies would look like,

I see the face of the man for whom I’d give and had given everything for,

I see the face of the man I woke up to every morning and told myself how lucky I was,

Rather than that face…

That face of the man who hurt me and lied,

That face of the man who stopped loving me and didn’t remember what our love was like,

That face of the man who gave up and let me go,

That face of the man who laid his furious hands on me,

That face of the man who didn’t keep his end of the bargain, even in the end.

And that’s why I keep asking every night to my sleep “What did I do so wrong?”

Can you tell me?

15/Nov/2015

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Hello

Hello, it’s me
I was wondering if after all these years you’d like to meet
To go over everything
They say that time’s supposed to heal ya, but I ain’t done much healing

Hello from the other side
I must’ve called a thousand times
To tell you I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done
But when I call you never seem to be home